caroling

i've just came back from a caroling services, and yeah ....such a tiring day ...hehes... but it's really fun .... back to about 2000 years ago, where the angels came upon the shepherds and spread the good news of Jesus birth, where the shepherds spread the news into the whole town .... it's what caroling means .... but this one is different i think ... since we got some figgy pudding and some good cheers ....hehes .... oh.. i'm full out ....but my hands also hurts ..since i was in the music team, where we play guitars ....
but this year, the weather are not so good, it always raining, even though it's not a big rain ...yeah... thanks to God for the weather ...

we have to thank God for what is in our life, just like the weather, at least, it is not a very big rain ... just a tiny rain ... yeah .... at least we still can enjoy the caroling night ....

Thank You Jesus for these 2 days we have spend for the caroling services, amen...

At last

oh ... at last ... i've found how to shown up the title on creating a post ... now you can only see the title instead of a long ...long. ..... long.... word ......
yup !!!

nothing special today .... just another busy day ....

HAppy .... Happy !!!! yay !!!!



this morning.... my little dog have bear 4 cute puppiess.....!!! yay !!! but unfortuneately 1 died... it's because nobody was there when it happened, and my dog.... can be said as a stupid dog .... even she've bear so many times, but yet don't know how to cut the things that are covering the puppy ..... but maybe because she's so tired that she've no power left to cut it by herself ... yeah ....

bearing a baby is not easy since the curse came upon us....human ..... but Lord, i'd like to thank You for this small life You've given .... we have to appreciate every single life of us ...

Yeah... have to work harder maybe .....

Last day of this month


hmmm.... this is the last day of this month ...nothing particular ... just some exams .... but still my friend that i have mention before.... haven't cure 100% yet .......
oh .. geeezzzz i hope that i can drive a car , so that i can take her to some place like seaside or mountains to have a refreshing ...... but yeah ..... this is not what Jesus think of .... i guess .....

Oh Lord help me to understand Your way .... so that i can live according to Your thoughts ......

Mountain Fun !!

last week, well,umm.... it's been so long i haven't write here... i went to a mountain to have 4 days retreat. i'm having a fun day there... the best one that i never have before...peoples cares for each other just like families, even though we never met before..it's fun.. i hope i can join another one some day ...

this week, one of my friend got a problem.. ugh... i hopeless... i don't know what i can do to help her, i only can be by her side and see her crying... oh Lord i really hope i can help people in trouble but.... i just can pray for her... my sister said that sometime we need not talk too much but the one they need is only u by her side.... yeah i guess so... i hope she'll be fine quickly.....

friend with silents
friend to hear tears
friend to be hold in sadness
friend.....

Oh Lord, teach me how to be a good friend for others without aspecting anything....

today i've learned about something....many persons on the bible got the special blessing from God because of their love of the house of God. that's why it's the time to build the house of God...not because of the blessing, but because of our love of God. the place where we all worship and parise Him together...

yeah ... I love you Lord... and I wanna be in your presence in the House of Yours forever...Better 1 day in Your house than 1000 days in other place...because I love You more than anything...and You have beeing a part pf my life that cannot be seperated anymore....even for a breath....I cannot seperate from You, Lord !

Let's pray for Indonesian's churches where many of them have been closed...Amen..

yesterday was my B day... Yay!!! happy birthday to me !!! but... this year was really different from before, this time i almost know what others wants to surprise me.......ugh.... it's not fun !! when ou know what others trying to make you surprise.... cause when you know, you cannot be surprised anymore....ugh .... but yeah ...just happy myself since it was my birthday ....yeah ....don't you think so?

recently my mother took a kitten (about 1 month old) from our outside door, who was crying for it's mother. I have a couple of dog who hates cates deeply ... especially the male(tin-tin). he got a very bad experience with cats when e was young, he always bark to a cat in front of him, but you know cat, hand attack is the first of shocking action, and my dog, was hurt by cats, not bad just a small wound. From that day, he hate cats deeply and will always bark to them even the cats is outside the house far away .....'^_^ ...

but...this kitten is so different, my dog seems like it. hm... probably because they live in a different environment now compare to the old days... . the female(pipi) like it most, just like her own baby, she loves babies (especially it's own babies).

I haven't seen him, but my mother told me the story of them, so cute, my dog never ever likes a cat, but sudenly they like it...

it seems that animals can change their habit/feelings about others too, don't you think so ?

recently i've learned about marketing... and i'd suddenly learned about social need of human ...needs of belonging to the society ... hm... this suddenly makes me remeber of my little cousin .. his mother put him in my aunty's house and ask my aunty to take care of him ... my aunty have 2 child, a son and a daughter .. it's fine with him, but recently her mother ask my aunty(the one i live with) to take care of his food since he is so thin compare to his brother .. but really ...this child is not thirst of food like other children, he hates drink milk, don't like chocolate or biscuit .. in word .. he don't like to eat .. the one he loves is only water ... he seems like longing to be in our environment since no friends to play or toys to be take around, i felt sorry for him, but he is very very naughty.. kinds of wanting some attraction but it makes me doesn't like him. his parents only see him everyday for 1 or 2 hours only(maybe). maybe because of that, he seems like so lonely ..(kids really need parents beside them ...)
This day ..really ... more psycologic fever are attacking people.. sense of belonging(from a broken home) and overdosis love from their parents ...) this 2 kind are the popular one right now, i might not be a pcycolic but i really want to help them, just, i might not am a sweet talker ... I don't know how to talk to them or how to help them...i just can pray .... for them ....

O Lord please guide us ..
guide us to see your light,
so that our feet will walk peacely to the rest of our life ...
guide us to feel your present besides us,
so that our heart is full of love that we needed ...
guide us to understand of our meaning in this world,
so that we live without wondering ....
Please guide us ...

he..he... sowy jon ...

Well ... my first blog here .... he...he.. this kinda stuff was introduced by ma gud frenz "Jon Jon" ha....ha.... i'll just have to think of somethin to put here ..so.....just wait and see ....