dear friend

2 days ago an old friend of mine suddenly called me. She asked me if she can come to my house and i said that time cannot, because i was no a home that time. And today, she called again, and before i realize, she's already on the way to my house.

I was very surprised of it. I'd remembered the time when we are primary ages, we have a little perhaps misunderstanding that makes us for about 3 or years not to talk to each other. But around junior high school ages, we began to talk to each other again. And now suddenly she's the one who called me first. I can't ever imagine this thing will happened, since i thought she still doesn't really like me.

But we talk a lot, mostly about our old friends, some already have child, some in there some in here... so many things to talk. But the time seems not enough for us to talk. i feel that we still have so many things to talk. Since we not really talk about ourself yet, it makes me feel a little bit sad though.

But I'm really so so happy that I can meet her and she's the one who called me first. Really really happy. Thank you Lord for today, i really really happy. I know i've made u sad so many times, but You seems like always cheering me up. Eventhough my memory of today will be gone soon, but I will always thank You for this day.Love You so much ! 신, 사랑해요　! .

wow..

wow, i've try many times to write a new blog, but somethin's wrong, i don';t know if it's the internet, or my computer... hmm... hopefully this one can work ...

So long...

it's been a long time not to write in here .. a very very long time ...
today I was looking for the script last time I saved for a website, and suddenly I look into my design and remember my blog. It reminds me to write again..

So many things happened during this time, i got many sad but also happy things happened in my life. Last time, i almost forgot to really loves God, but because of many things, reminds me again to love my God...thank you Lord for this experienced You gave me. But not yet, my heart not really get changed 100%. Talking about heart, recently i fell very strange in my heart. Feel like it's very hot inside, can't breath. Don't know what happened to it. Hopefully it's just a feeling, not a disease.
I just need to handed it to God i guess. Can't do much about it, since i don't know what really happened in me.like a word say : leave it all to Jesus, and your problem will be solve.


I've found a group called "DEPAPEPE". formed by 2 male from Japan. They play instumental accoustic guitar. After i heard their song, it become a strength for me, giving me a spirit that want to learn the guitar again. Actually i've already stop my guitar lesson about 2 month ago, but after hearing their song,it makes me want to play guitar again, and i enroll again to my teacher(which is my friend) asking him to teach me again. here are an example of their song, enjoy it !

depapepe - this wa...